Heyyyyy~

Hello everyone, its been a veryyyyy long time tak update this blog, Life after marriage memang really packed with many things! *criesss*

My post for today will be about 'I am Pregnant!!!'

Alhamdulillah, to finally get to say that in my blog. Getting pregnant is not easy, well, for some people senang je tgk kan and kejup je dah dapat baby. For my case, I guess Allah wants us to really learn about what is marriage first, settling down with marriage life (because we are moving and we need a lot of time to prepare things out and cope with new place),  and what else? oh ya, to get to chill with your partner before being call as a "Parents". 

After almost a year waiting for our little munchkin to arrive, I can say this baby is our best Anniversary gift ever, I am Pregnant during the month of our 1st year anniversary in the month of August this year,

Allah's plan always the best, he knows when is the best time to give and all we need to do is be patient and most important thing is NEVER UNDERESTIMATE the power of Doa. Me and Husband prayed everyday and wish for Allah's blessing to grant us babies.

Before that happened, I felt so down with myself and questioning every single day why I am still not pregnant, is it something wrong with me ? am i ok? We also did a couple of check ups, and Alhamdulillah the results turn out fine, Nothing wrong with us its just the matters of time. The worst part of not being pregnant is when it comes to families event, people will start staring / touching at my perut and asked "bila nak dapat anak?", "anak mana?", "tak mengandung lagi?", jeezzzz these questions really bothering me.

At times I felt I just want to be alone, cried during prayers and ask why this and that, but luckily Allah send my husband to me, he is always positive when it comes to this and always supports me and my feelings, He said itsokay, the time will come, we just have to wait and enjoy this moment now. My husband is the best, because of him also, I started to grow stronger and ignore all those bothering questions.

During my times waiting , I learn a lot to not care so much about what others said about you, People will always talk and they will talk without thinking of your feelings, all you can do is ignore them and its good enough you and your husband know the truth about what's going on.

Be patient, sabar, relax and enjoy the moment!

Signing Off,

The 13th